I cannot sleep tonight. Thought about this journal all day but wasn’t motivated to actually write. I sometimes think a journal in long hand on paper would be better but my hands hurt and I cannot read my own writing.
I also meant to announce this blog to blogging buddies but again, I procrastinated. Theres nothing really wrong with stalling. I’m learning that its okay to do that as long as I limit it to a day or so.
I want to transfer my dreamblog over here too.
WordPress has its faults but it also has some features that I like. I can edit comments. I can ban people easier- not from reading but from commenting.
I really would like a wider audience here. Maybe in time.
Tonight I decided to delve deeper into dream study. Of course one should dream in order to analyse and to do that one should sleep.
I am very anxious tonight. Having bad thoughts and terrible visions related to them. I know the cause is unresolved fear issues. I know the visions are my over active imagination. I just don’t know why I started having anxiety attacks once chemo started and why these attacks have not stopped now that treatment is done.
Such is life at this moment.
I actually meditated for 12 minutes today.
I ate lots of veggies and beans.
I wrote in my journal.
I wore supportive shoes instead of taping my feet since the tape just rolls off anyway.
I laughed a little.
Knit and crocheted